you've sort of answered your own question UE, the listing is the top 50 and you're number 62ish.. you won't be in the top 50 list till you're in the top 50 ! It's not down to the number of games, but your amalgamated ratings.

If the loser has not borne off any of his checkers he is gammoned (and would lose twice the value of the doubling cube if there was one) If the loser has not borne off any of his checkers and still has a checker on the bar, or in the winners home board, he is backgammoned (and would lose 3 times the value of the doubling cube)

I'd certainly be interested in playing a game against you to see if your dice really are that consistently bad .. though ofcourse, if they were ok in that particular game, you might accuse me of being in league with the nasty man who's been playing with your dice up till now :0)
but seriously, if you're up to the challenge... ?

you haven't really played all that many games over all the variants here yet.. try playing a load more, and I'm sure you'll see that everything average's out over a larger number of games. Afterall, backgammon's a game where luck of the dice (good or bad !) really does have a lot to do with it.

Zuggie.. if it's bothering you this much, why play here ? The fact that you've looked into the amount you have, and complained about it a whole heap in the past, makes it pretty clear that you think the dice-man has a personal vendetta against you ! If it's causing you that much bother, and this site is as bad as you think.. oh, and I forgot about you thinking all members are cheating, or have someone fixing the dice on their behalf, then simply play elsewhere !