Its a very strange sensation to know that a friend you used to write a message to suddenly is not there anymore! Not that Phil and me had much contact lately, but still, I sent him email every now and then.. I wonder how this feels for all of you.. Do we only play games here, or are we indeed close friends.. at least that is how i feel. we share so much time together online, playing games, talking, sharing and some are bickering, but yet.. we are all here and be together..

I just had to share this today, that i feel how much you all mean to me and how much I appreciate your messages and your thoughts and our games!! And i think we need to be aware of that all the time and not take it for granted, because life is fragile...

ok, thanks for bearing with me.. a part from my sorrow heart!!