I've used some poor judgement in the past,,,I have made some terrible mistakes which I deeply regret now..I am human,however,I have made these mistakes more than once. I mean,,does God forgive people who make the same mistakes over again? hmmmm..I wonder...Quite frankly tho,I am one of the nicest people you could ever meet,,just with "faults"..Doesnt everyone have faults? I've made some decisions in the past without thinking twice about it & now it has come back to haunt me,,but any decision I have ever made was not to deliberately hurt someone or make them angry,,Its not in my nature to "purposely" hurt anyone. Seems some people want to hurt "me" purposely tho...Why?? Is it in their nature to do so?...maybe..Do they honestly think that I am such a terrible person,that they feel the need to hurt me?..I dont know..Well,I am sorry to say that they have succeeded in hurting me. Will I try to get even with them?..NO..I am not that way..I care about peoples feelings,,even tho I have hurt some feelings,not purposely. How can people be so spiteful & cruel? I just dont know the answer to that one..I would like to be here to just have fun & get along with everyone..But the spitefulness has tired me 0:,(
Should I even bother to ask anyone to pray for me,in hopes that things will get better? I dont know any more,,Am I losing Faith? maybe..Should I keep praying for the spiteful ones?..I might..
Am I writing this for "attention"?..NO..This comes from deep inside my heart 0:-(
Take care...
Mindy

P.S. Some advice,,,Before you make any decisions about anything,,dont think twice about it,,think a hundred times first